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UPDATE -- With tears in her eyes, Ann Curry said goodbye to her "Today" show family Thursday morning.

"You are the real 'Today' show family," she told viewers on her last show as co-host. "I have loved you, and I've wanted to give you the world, and I still do."

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"They're giving me some fancy new titles," she said of her futurerole with NBC. "We're going to go all over the world and all over this country...We're being given the chance to do the work that most of us got into journalism to do."

Despite her enthusiasm, it was very clear she was sad to leave the morning team she's been with for more than a decade.

"After all these years, I don't even know that I can sleep in anymore," she joked. "Whatever time I wake up, I'll be missing you."

With a nod to her first and last year as co-host, she said, "I'm sorry I couldn't carry the ball over the finish line, but man I did try. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for letting me touch yours."

"You've made us better, and we thank you from the bottom of our hearts," co-host Lauer said.

Heechoed what he has said many times about Curry: "You have the biggest heart in the business...You put it on display every single day in the studio, the way you care about people in every single story you report."

Curry will continue to reportfor "Today" during the Olympics and on otherbigstories down the line.

"It's not goodbye by a long shot," Lauer said.

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NEW YORK -- Ann Curry's voice chokes when she talks about saying goodbye this morning on NBC's "Today," years earlier than she had hoped.

It's "going to be a bit of a tough day," she told USA TODAY in a 40-minute phone interview Wednesday, sounding as though she were fighting back tears. "I'm going to have to tell our viewers. That's what makes me more emotional than anything. I don't want to leave them. I love them. And I will really miss them."

After a year as co-host, and days of fevered speculation about her future, Curry steps down Thursday from the high-profile post held in the past by the likes of Jane Pauley and Katie Couric.

Instead, Curry's new multiyear contract with NBC has her leading a seven-person unit with a ticket to cover the world's biggest stories, from the civil uprising in Syria to the plight of the poor in America. She'll produce network specials and pieces for "NBC Nightly News," "Dateline," "Rock Center" -- and "Today" -- and she'll occasionally fill in as anchor on "Nightly News" and elsewhere.

While she describes her new job as one that any journalist would crave, she makes no secret that the very public process that pushed her out of the co-host chair amid rumor-fed headlines has left wounds.

"I don't know who has been behind the leaks, but no question they've hurt deeply," she said. She admits she would have liked more time to work things out as co-host, and she bristles a bit at the suggestion that she lacked "chemistry" with co-host Matt Lauer.

"You know, Matt and I have had great on-air chemistry for 14 years, been part of the No. 1 winning team for a history-making number of years," she said. "That said, I just finished my freshman year as co-host. In every single co-host's first year, there have been kinks to be worked out, and perhaps I deserve as much blame for that as anyone."

Does she think she was given enough time to work out those kinks? "No, I do not," she said flatly.

Would she have liked more time? "Oh, sure I would have," she said.

Curry rejects the notion she's responsible for the ratings slip that threatens "Today"'s long dominance on morning TV, though last week New York Times writer Mike Hale wrote an article examining the idea it was "Ms. Curry's fault" because of a perceived lack of warmth and ease.

ABC's "Good Morning America" broke NBC's 16-year winning streak in April and has taken three additional weeks since then.

"I know I am not to blame for the ratings worries," Curry said. "And my bosses have said to me there are many factors involved. There is no doubt that the rating wars have become meaner and less focused on our responsibilities as journalists," though she says some at "Today" do "brilliant work."

"And the show is still No. 1 in terms of ratings," she quickly added.

NBC News president Steve Capus made a similar point in a separate interview.

"We had a many-year run in first place in total viewers, and it got snapped, but since then, every week in the past month we've started a new streak," he said. "This isn't about streaks; it's about consistent performance, and we want to continue to build the 'Today' show."

Still, there's no question a decline over the past year in ratings for "Today" -- a huge profit center for the network -- put in motion the changes that Curry is set to announce on the airThursday morning.

"There's nobody complacent around here," Capus said. "We're aggressive and we're going to continue to evolve the broadcast, and this is one of the moves, but it's not the only move in response to all of that." He declined to describe what other changes are ahead, including who will take Curry's place and when.

'Steve sat me down ...'

Curry, 55, says she was prepared to leave NBC, the network she joined more than two decades ago as a Chicago-based correspondent. "I walked into his office expecting to say goodbye," she says of Capus, describing herself as "deeply sad" about the turn of events. "Steve sat me down and told me I'm not done, and he convinced me there is far more to do." He offered to create a unit for her that would do the sort of reporting she likes best.

She will have a big title -- "Today" show anchor-at-large and NBC News national/international correspondent -- and a contract negotiated on her behalf by lawyer Robert Barnett that she says lasts "a significant amount of time," more than just a few years.

She declines to discuss her salary but says reports of $10 million or $20 million a year are wrong. "I can say that I'd love to earn that much," she said.

Asked for examples of the kinds of stories she'll pursue, her enthusiasm sparks.

"I would be trying to give voice to the citizens of Syria," she said. "I would be trying to understand and report what the women in Egypt are thinking and worrying about after the elections there. I would be spending time with the new poor in America, trying to understand how families will be making that shift with the economy we're facing."

Over the past year, she said, she has been frustrated by limits on her ability to travel and report such stories. She has made two major trips in that time: one to Sudan and the other to Somalia.

Capus calls the new job a better fit for Curry. But she is reluctant to endorse that idea: "I have called the co-host job at the 'Today' show my dream job, and I would be lying if I said it was easy to leave that job."

Even so, "in my secret heart of hearts, I see this as a thrilling opportunity. To have a ticket to every big story in the world -- no small matter." She adds that she is "trying not to say it too loudly, because it's almost like the dream you didn't ever allow yourself to have because of the reality of network television today.

"My father used to say, 'Well, Ann, maybe the best thing you'll ever do, you haven't even thought of yet.' And as I think about this, maybe that time is now."

First, she will take some time off, report from the Olympics in London and finish some stories already in the works. Then, she'll find out if it's possible for her to sleep past the 3:30 a.m. alarm she has set since she became "Today"'s news anchor in 1997.

Becoming the story

In recent days, she has had reporters calling her husband and paparazzi camped outside their home. "In journalism school, you never take a class on what to do when you're the focus of the story," she said with a sigh.

In recent days, too, she has been overwhelmed by the outpouring of support on the Web and Twitterand at NBC, even as news reports dissected her tenure as co-host. That has stung, she says, calling much of the reporting untrue - "whether it comes to how much I'm making or whether I'm (being) paid to leave or whether I'm hated by my colleagues when I know I'm not. And I have never felt like a stepsister at the 'Today' show family, as some have described me. I've always felt close to the people here."

Pressed about her relationship with Lauer, she said: "Well, we've had a terrific relationship for all these years, and he's such a star. Obviously he's considered the golden boy of morning television. He's so good when you sit next to him; it's hard not to be helped by that. He's funny and glib, and he knows how the show works. It's been my honor in this last year to sit next to him."

There was such an influx of crewmembers coming into her office to offer supportive words and hugs that she had to shoo them out so she could do her work.

Her first commitment, she says, is to the viewers. "I come to work every day not wanting to drop the ball on them," she said. "I've tried very hard to be what they need - even in the crazy-colored highlighter-toned dresses I wear that you could probably see from outer space. I've worn them because I know every one of us needs a little brightness in the morning."

Watch Ann Curry's departure announcement liveon 11Alive during Thursday morning's 'Today' show.

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